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God was still protecting!!!

I am one of five brothers and sisters. We grew up with our mother and father. As a child life seemed wonderful. It was not until i was older that i started knowing the reality of what my life was as a child. We came from a bloodline of poverty, sexual abuse, drug addictions, homelessness, abuse , mental issues, homosexuality and spirtual curses. These things i named were curses put on my familys life. Curses that stuck with us well until we were grown adults with children of our own. We were close as family, considering we were all we had anyways. We moved around alot, different schools, different homes, different shelters, different churches and the list goes on. I am assuming it was a rough life , especially for my parents. As a kid i didnt really remember the povery, the shelters, and everything else. My mom had a wonderful way of not allowing us kids to know we lived in poverty. My mother was the best mother you could ask for. She made everything look easy…my dad was in the home but my dad was not very talkative. There were times we got together as a family and had the occasional laugh…and dinner, going to church together, doing things as a family, And there are some good, funny memories we had with our dad, but its not many. He was kinda there in physical form without the emotion part. I cant really remember my dad showing or giving affection to us as kids. Or making us feel safe and secure. My mom kinda played that role and as kids we were okay with that. Now as you get older that feeling starts to change, But ill go more into detail about that another time. Despite our situation, my mother and father were very adamant about serving jesus Christ. They were very faithful in their walk with him. As kids we loved everything about serving God. We experienced so much and seen so much that our parents didnt have to tell us God or satan was real. As kids we seen and most times experienced these things for ourselves. Unfortunately its 930 and i have to get my kiddos in bed so hopefully i have time tomorrow to continue with where i left off…i pray everyone has a blessed night!!!!!. Remember God is love…